Decide to stand strong even when you are not sure what for!
I love this picture of my dog, Harley. He stands firm in everything he does. He is very needy when it comes to affection. On the other hand, my dog, Miley, is spastic. She doesn't like to sit still. She can take or leave affection after the first 30 seconds of petting. But Harley. Harley can sit next to you for hours if only you will pet him. Good luck if you try to budge him. He will stand firm. He will sit firm. He knows what he wants and he usually gets it. Either by being there first or by wearing you down until you give in. He has no where to be, so he has all day to devote to getting what he wants. Thankfully, he usually just wants some love. I think I am more like Miley, but I would love to be more like Harley.What could I accomplish, if only I would be relentless in going after what I want? I don't mean be ruthless or unkind, but relentless. But, what is it I want? If I am going to stand strong, I should have a reason as to why- right? I need to believe in what I am doing. But what if I don't know what I believe? I don't mean cosmically. I know my faith. I believe in God. I believe Christ died for my sins. I believe I am going to Heaven. But I struggle with the day to day knowing what I should do, what my goals should be. I want to be one of those strong people. One who stands relentlessly for what I want. But the problem is I rarely know what I want. Or maybe I should say, I rarely believe what I want is right. I know I am supposed to work hard in the our business. But I struggle with finding my place, because I am not really doing something I enjoy. But it is our family business, so I do it. And I am not sure what I would do outside of the business. Sure- I have some ideas. Things I like to do and day dream about making a living at. But would the reality work? I haven't found out- yet. But for now, I have to find a way to stand strong in doing something I am not sure I have faith in doing. That is a day to day struggle. I remind myself I am doing this for my family. That helps, but I feel like I fall short in my "standing strong". But I have to keep on keeping on. I used to have a boss that said you should act the part, even if you don't have the position yet. Sound advice. May I be more like my relentless Harley, standing firm in what I am doing and in what I want. Even when I am unsure what that is.
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